Tuesday, 09 September 2008
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Soldiers of Misfortune (Double CD Reissue) [Import]
A Storm in the Silence.
see relatedThe Wall (that I keep running into)...
Lately for some reason all I've ever noticed in my life is frustration. Can it be the fact that I am not acknowledging the great and good things I have in my life? I guess it's pretty easy once you start to think that your daily functions and activities become mundane. Things creep into my mind like negativity, how much better my life could be if only...., if I had more money what would I do first. Everything I've been thinking about lately is things that would better my life and would make me as comfortable as possible and worry free.
Like tonight as usual I am going through my daily routine and thinking about how much better life would be if only....then it happened. I thought about the things I have and own and things start to look a little better. There are so many things that I should be grateful for and thankful for that go unnoticed in my cloudy head. I tend to blow things out of proportion when I think about it too intensely. But why is it that I do this? Is there something else that's missing in my life and I feel unfulfilled. I read a quote once that said "In the search for God, most people find the devil instead". I am wondering if this is really what's going on with me.
This train of thought runs through my head on a daily basis. On my drive to work, on my drive home, even at times when I am spending time with my children and my wife. It's certainly that I am not unhappy. I have everything that a good man could wish for at home, but there's some voice or a scratching in my head that I just can't place. Definitely something to work on.........
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